Saturday, June 30, 2007
i love my bitches for being the only ones who really understand me even though we're all different in our little ways. i love how we can just bum around talking about every single thing under the sun. i love how they know so much shit about me and yet love me all the same. i love how i can tell them everything without being judged and at the same time, always receiving honest opinions. i love how we do silly things like put people on speaker and burst out laughing after. and i love how they'd love for me to be happy.
i love my bitches.
now if only it was this way with everyone else. things would be a lot simpler.
// hilda left the world behind.. // 12:06
Monday, June 25, 2007
met the 4/1 people for a barbeque at minkok's place. i don't know if this is the last time i'll see them before i leave, but i missed jiawen. if you're reading this i hope you're feeling better and that it's nothing serious. the food was good, the company was awesome. it was also the first time i've seen an electrical bbq pit go up in flames. heh. thanks guys, for years of friendship.
sunday was just lovely, from breakfast to the movie to hanging out at lyn's. it hasn't been the 3 of us for so long and i missed that. i was pretty upset when i got there but i left her place all smiles. i love the two of you so very much, and thank you both for always being there for me. :) met yc for supper at night. it wasn't really supper because we both weren't hungry. but it was good seeing him after so long and keeping up with each others' lives.
had lunch with tiff today at the soup spoon. i haven't spoken to her in over a week and i miss that pretty babe! sorry if i was blabbling over lunch, i just had so much to tell you about! let's do dinner at simply bread some time and pay alroy a visit. met ron for late dinner at thomson. he's been back for a while but we haven't had time to really talk and it's great to finally catch up with him like old times. thanks man, let's get the rest and have prata or something next time. now we're just missing our chindian friend...
// hilda left the world behind.. // 23:07
Saturday, June 23, 2007
on the way to peggen's birthday party.
the view of the evening sky was too pretty to miss.
so here's my amateurish attempt at taking a few shots of it from tiff's car.
lunch with peig and alene today was good! hanging out with the two of them never fails to crack me up. peig have a safe trip, have fun in china and don't do anything i wouldn't do. :)
drinks friday in the office. but we went down too late and there was hardly anything left except for chips. dinner with some of the interns at lao pat sat after.
met the smu people at dblO for drinks and silly games. in our drunken stupor we ended up playing games that tested debits and credits on top of the usual 5-10. cheers to youth. :)
// hilda left the world behind.. // 13:08
Monday, June 18, 2007
i was swarmed with so much work and i felt bad not teaching abraham anything because i know how it feels to be there on day one with absolutely nothing to do. so i tried finishing up my work quicker by skipping lunch with jess (sorry darling i'd love to catch up with you, i have stuff to tell you!) and when i thought i was done in good time, i realised i had to take the london-guy through some of the daily procedures. that's gotta be the toughest part of the day, since i'm such a noob with the big picture behind the systems. i barely had time to breathe and before i knew it, it was almost 7pm. i was relieved after what neil said though. *phew* but TG, please get well soon and come back tomorrow.
// hilda left the world behind.. // 22:56
Saturday, June 16, 2007
excel suddenly seems so crammed with multiple files opened at the same time. office is going to be slightly different without wee soo around. he's such a conversation starter and he's so chatty i'll miss having him come over to my desk just to ask completely weird questions.
i met alan tan, clement and hanxian over the week. two of whom i haven't seen in a while and another i see around often enough but never had the chance to sit down and catch up with. jess and i went to the mac sale and oh my, it was packed during lunch. thank goodness that girl informed me about the cash/nets part. if not i'd probably have taken a 3 hour lunch break.
for now, enough shopping please!
// hilda left the world behind.. // 00:50
Sunday, June 10, 2007
looks like things are bigger than i thought they were.
you're right. there is some sort of tension.
how did things become this way?
maybe the apology came a little too late.
maybe i do need to get away for a while.
lyn, i can't wait for the next 10 days.
then it'll be just like old times, hopefully.
just the three of us.
you wanted to know if this is about you?
well, this one's for you. stop sticking your nose into my business.
and stop bugging people while you're at it.
// hilda left the world behind.. // 20:07
Friday, June 08, 2007
and it got only became worse over the last week.
talk about playing mind games. seems it's your forte.
i'm stuck, you said. perhaps not.
i was relieved when it all came clean today. it was unexpected, but it was met with warm welcome. now it's back to the drawing board for you, and it's a weight lifted for me. i'm happy you finally see things the way i do. from here i wish you the best.
i missed you over the last week. strangely, we were both waiting.
because you're right; we're both silly girls.
but you're very much a part of my life, as i hope i am yours. thanks for today dear. :)
// hilda left the world behind.. // 23:03
huge misunderstandings in fact. and it seems like you only have to tell one for the rest to know.
whatever happened to privacy?
i wish things were like what they were before.
it's become quite overwhelming i have half a mind to take a day off to a tiny island nearby on my own. i need to get away from this for a while.
lyn: it was great talking to you after so long dear. it made me feel so much better after what happened. :)
// hilda left the world behind.. // 02:18
Monday, June 04, 2007
shopping with my bitch although we bought nothing didn't stop me from having a wonderful time. she's so random and funny i love her to bits. spent the weekend partnering serene for poker. omg we can't keep a straight face for nuts but hey, we were the straight queens that night. her level of energy is amazing and i do enjoy talking to her. breakfast and Blades of Glory straight after poker and by the end of it all i still had to finish the write up for work, as well as the itinerary for prague.
i am officially tired.
there are a few issues outstanding.
it was never what you thought. it can never happen, and i'd hate to have you think that way and be mad at me.
it's time to set your priorities right. you're toeing the line, and it's bad because you know it.
after all that's said and done, i'm disappointed at how you can be so insensitive.
some things that cheered me up though :)
i had dinner with xiang yun and we spent that time catching up on lost years. it's so coincidental that we're both at rbs and i hope to meet that girl more often to talk. it's funny how we both haven't changed that much, with that same gigglish nature since ij-days.
a 6 page email from lyn! i miss that girl so much! babe that's a really long email and i will probably need time to reply as well. i've got quite a bit to tell you and jess too. and don't worry i've got a few days off in july so i'll help out where i can and i'd be more than honoured to do a speech with jess. i love the two of you!
// hilda left the world behind.. // 22:39