Sunday, May 29, 2005
it's so difficult to find nice stuff even though there are sales everywhere. and it's even harder to find clothes for xinhui!! we went to alot of places but there wasn't anything she liked AT ALL! it's so exasperating, since the only shirts she looks at are striped white and blue. xin you're boringggg! :D
i can't leave for ipoh on the 10th. i just remembered the cip carnival's on the 11th.
met lyn, mike and alan in the evening to watch nic and his band perform. he's such a talented fellow. his friend chris has got this really amazing voice too! the four of us sat at macdonald's and talked for a while and by the time i got into bed it was almost 7am this morning. *phew*
met lyn and jess to do abit of shopping in the afternoon as well as to talk. i dunno what i'll do without them. and i'm REALLY upset now! my hollister shorts has got stains that can't be removed! i think it got mixed up with some coloured piece of clothing in the wash... does anybody know how to remove stains like that?!
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Saturday, May 28, 2005
"All love is sorrow but even so, it's the best thing we know." Quite true eh?
Off to meet xinhui for yakun kaya toast!
huili: i'm going smu!
linz: sorry i haven't been blog surfing much so i won't know! haha.. i'll link you okay!
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Friday, May 27, 2005
in a couple of hours, jess and i will be at the esplanade watching Amber! welcome to the Singapore Arts Festival baby. yea david and i missed the dance performance last year but this year i'll be catching two! :D
so he finally told me. i was wondering when he'd break. not that it was really a surprise but it got me thinking. i'm happy being single. no emptiness, nothing. sure beats being in a relationship (or, somewhat of a relationship) and having to accept being out of it later. it's painful, i know. so to all who're going thru' a rough patch now...i believe time heals all wounds.
// hilda left the world behind.. // 16:43
Thursday, May 26, 2005
1. i hope my period doesn't come while i'm in tioman. tampons are uncomfy. (seriously xinhui, they're not meant for exercise!)
2. i don't understand why my parents want me home more often when they find me a nuisance and when they talk to me only to tell me off. (so much for missing me if i wanted to stay in a hostel at NTU.)
3. the rich get richer and some of them get so caught-up in a life filled with money and fame it's disgusting. of course there are rich people who are humble and nice. but when i think about some of the people i meet during cip, it just highlights the discrepancy between the different lifestyles and it's sad knowing that some things will never change.
4. alot of girls wanna marry rich husbands and be tai-tais. hell. i used to tell people that myself. haha. but i've studied too hard and too long to let my education go to waste. i don't need guys to buy fancy stuff for me. i'd rather work for it myself.
// hilda left the world behind.. // 10:45
ah...whatever. i'm going to tioman on the 26th of june!
// hilda left the world behind.. // 09:04
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
we had soooo much to catch up and i finally got to meet her boyfriend! :)
i can't remember when i last saw her but it must've been eons ago. i've seen her brother around more often than her the past year. i miss that girl so much! hopefully we'll meet up at least once a month from now on. i'm happy!
oh yes. thanks daniel for the chocolates!
candice. all's not lost. smile. :)
// hilda left the world behind.. // 08:40
Monday, May 23, 2005
met xinhui after that and yes, it was nice just having a cocktail on a sunny afternoon. plus the table i picked out at indochine was the perfect spot to people watch, except there weren't many good looking people in town (so weird.. i mean.. after all, it's a public holiday!). and she's right. i should just.. stop thinking so much.
lyn: dear! i read your entry!! hahahahahah! hey i swear it. you, jess and i. we'll force our husbands to go golfin' together and our kids to play together. :D of course.. provided i have kids. and you'll help me take care of them? ahhh... i miss you and jess!
// hilda left the world behind.. // 20:05
hmm. i'm so stupid. i shouldn't have told you. i didn't mean to hurt anyone. i'm truly sorry.
i'm a really confused kid right now. even i don't know what i want. oh boy..
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Sunday, May 22, 2005
caught Kingdom of Heaven with daniel in the afternoon and it was nice seeing him and all. he accompanied me all the way till i met the 4/1 gang for dinner and our overseas chill-out trip is confirmed! whoopee! tioman here we come! :D after dinner we sat down and talked as usual but this time... it was different. we were all, serious. i guess i could identify with alot of the stuff that wenjie brought up. i just hope things will work out fine. soon.
today. shopping with jess! we both had a pretty fruitful trip so it was alright. too bad she couldn't really tell me much coz she's lost her voice for a while.. sigh.. lyn and jess. pls get well soon. i wanna hear alot from u guys. :)
3 cheers to yc for his great taste in music! and gd luck for your exams man!
// hilda left the world behind.. // 23:13
Friday, May 20, 2005
lawrence is so nice! he got me barley water 'coz he knows i'm still ill.. :D i'm touched!
i'm meeting jolin this tuesday!! oh mann.. i haven't seen her for more than a year i think..
both my besties are ill and i think it's coz of me. girls i'm so terribly sorry... please get well soon so we can go out alright? let's all take our medication religiously..
and last but not least, happy birthday wenjie!
// hilda left the world behind.. // 14:55
firstly, i met ron and yea, just did some catching up and all.
secondly, i had subway for dinner!!! i miss subway!!!!!!!!!!!
thirdly, xinhui was okay with watching a midnight movie but when we got to the ticket booths... they said the show was at 11.55am but we could've sworn the papers (not the mention the internet) stated 11.55PM! but at least i met up with her so yep. it was okay.
weekendddd... lonngggg weekenddddddddddd.... and xin, don't think so much already. there's me! :D
// hilda left the world behind.. // 09:30
Thursday, May 19, 2005
today's like the last day for coach carter and xin's not even back.
weather's stupid and it's making the office so freaking cold even with my jacket on.
i couldn't eat my fruit in peace. i had like.. 10 walk-ins, and a few work permits and those employers can't be any less understanding. i thought i was gonna die of stress-overload or something during that half an hour.
by the time i got back to my fruit, it had turned brown and mushy. fuck.
highlight of the day? lyn's phone call and ron's news that he got into law. :)
// hilda left the world behind.. // 16:58
amanda messaged me last night and informed me that Lignum came out 1st for Sports Day! i suppose this means we get the Sports Trophy this year eh?! :D wonderful job guys!
// hilda left the world behind.. // 08:42
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
jess is down with a fever and i think it's because of me. i'm so so sorry my dear friend... i'm not completely fine myself but..please get well soon?
// hilda left the world behind.. // 12:38
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
congrats to wenzhu and yewteng! the party was a huge success and it was featured on HotSpots (so were we jess, heh!) and they definitely made a profit.
okay i don't know what's wrong with me. i'm not used to guys being sweet to me and all. in fact, i'm terrified at the idea. it totally freaks me out. but i don't know if i should let this one slip by!
oh yea. just remembered. i learnt something interesting about myself from jess: i sleep-talk. scary..but cool eh? :)
// hilda left the world behind.. // 20:53
Monday, May 16, 2005
lyn's back!!!!!!
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Friday, May 13, 2005
after 2 years.
i'm finally moving on from the whole david-issue.
haha. i'm happy the way things are with him right now.
he's definitely a better friend than a boyfriend.
and he friggin' owes me a boat ride when he comes back! :)
lyn: dearest friend we miss u alot. now that's an understatement! sidney's my new tuition kid. read the above too. and i've got tons more to tell you about my new eyecandy (i think u already know who it is..hehe). today's friday. see you real soon!
// hilda left the world behind.. // 11:56
Thursday, May 12, 2005
// hilda left the world behind.. // 11:01
i'm meeting jialing for lunch today, my angel whom i haven't seen for so long.
having dinner with alene and co tomorrow and hopefully, to pick up the top i'll be sending to alter today.
there's CIP this saturday morning. i think the kids will be baking cookies for the carnival (i really really wanna gooooo!!) but i can't cancel my tuition with sidney 'coz i need to pass the secondary 4 QA book to him. then, it's a mad rush back home to prepare for college day and another stayover at jess's place after wenzhu's party on saturday night.
it's down to the gym and the pool with jess on sunday and that's the day lyn's coming back!
monday's vesak day. *phew*
yep. the above's to update people like lynette. :)
busy weekend. so my dear friends, you'll understand if i'm MIA for awhile.
// hilda left the world behind.. // 09:18
Tuesday, May 10, 2005
// hilda left the world behind.. // 23:49
kelly: hey thanks for the tip. anyway..office wear..i dunno man.. i'm wearing black pants and i'm still trying to figure out what kinda top.. *scratches head* tough 'coz i'm going to zhu's party after that? -_-
// hilda left the world behind.. // 08:37
Monday, May 09, 2005
linlin: hey, i dunno what to wear for college day too! i'll probably go look-see-look-see in town one of these days...see u on sat :)
lyn: come back soon girl.. i've got so much to tell you i'll forget if you don't return soon!
// hilda left the world behind.. // 13:03
Saturday, May 07, 2005
i love crashin over at jess's! we finished up the first season of the L Word (xin please come back soooonnn.. we're dying to catch the second season) while pigging out. i wish i lived near her so we could go to the gym every day or sthg! jess is such a nice friendddd. :D
on my way to the hairdresser's i met my basketball coach. he's no longer coaching there but it was cool that he still remembers us. to top it all off, i was very well pampered at jean yip today!
my crush of the moment! Katherine Moennig as Shane in the L Word.
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// hilda left the world behind.. // 19:40
Friday, May 06, 2005
met the 4/1 girls to celebrate xiuli's birthday on wednesday. we're planning an overseas trip just before university begins! hopefully we'll be able to find some common free days so we'll actually be able to go.
NJ sent my parents a College Day invitation card and we had a pretty weird conversation about it. Here goes:
dad: so do you want me to go?
me: huh? for what? you've never bothered turning up for any of my school events before.
mum: ya, but this is your last award right?
me: -_-
geez.
// hilda left the world behind.. // 08:27