Her Rants
Tuesday, August 31, 2004
mr sara's advice worked for a while but the doctor told me to not run for a month or two. hrm.. anyway, teachers' day today! the dance items were pretty cool and the teacher's band wasn't bad. haha. all in all, it was entertaining! we had our JTS at pizza hut at jelita after that and it went pretty alright though kenny couldn't make it. thanks you guys. :D hope everything works out fine for you guys yea? i didn't meet esther them at amk coz by the time i was done with the JTS, it was pretty late and they weren't keen on staying so, yea.. ahh. i'm real tired. so glad tomorrow's a holiday. ahh... more trips to the doctor's. it's only 10pm but it feels like 2am.. so sleepyyy...
// hilda left the world behind.. // 21:59
Monday, August 30, 2004
i miss my lignum house reps! chem prac was so screwed up man. everyone i spoke to had different answers from everyone else. haha. it's over so yea, whatever. but during the lockup i had a really good time talking to the few of them and before we knew it, it was 12.30pm already! and then we had lunch and we talked somemore and 2pm came so fast and finally, alene, agnes and daryl were let out from the 2nd shift! we made alotta noise in bytez coz we had to settle some jts and teachers' day stuff and mannnn... i laughed so damn hard! it's crazy, the way we work. haha. alene didn't go to town with us but we had a good outing anyway. agnes is so witty now and it was hilarious watching her argue with ui aik! we ate at thaiexpress and when we were shopping for stuff at Precious Thoughts, eileen almost broke something.. gawddd...so embarrassing but really it's nothing new. it was worse when we were at taka! haha. i was really tired coz i slept at 3am last night and my legs ached so i was glad to reach home arnd 7.45pm. but then i had to run downstairs and get the photos printed!
eileen's right. we're a bunch of crazy people who have real problems but we come together to laugh it all away. haha.
// hilda left the world behind.. // 23:26
Sunday, August 29, 2004
woohoo! i just came back from the park! i ran there while my dad cycled and we switched at the park. then i ran home. i think peiying will be so jealous when i tell her man. haha. the Olympics ends today.. it's one of those rare occasions where countries come together in friendly competition.. how touching! *sniff sniff* ..as you can see, i'm outta stuff to blog about. my life's a BOREEEE. *sigh* to shuhui..a big hello to you! :) hopefully the coming week will be more exciting. teachers' day is on tuesday. how nostalgic..last year sure was fun. ahh! i'm getting old! ah well. i'm outta here. ciao!
// hilda left the world behind.. // 09:29
Saturday, August 28, 2004
the past week's been a bore. i feel like i've got no life man. but i guess everyone feels the same way huh? pictures from eileen's gallery. the only thing that's made me smile today. ahh.. happy birthday to jess!
1-2-3-4 House Reps all the way!
the 6 of us. :)
..and our elects!

most of the house girls

this is real funny. captains and vice capts acting 'seh'
// hilda left the world behind.. // 14:42
Sunday, August 22, 2004
ahh. PM Lee's speech was a lot longer than it was supposed to be i think. haha. it was supposed to end at 10! i probably won't get anything much done the rest of tonight then but his speech sure was interesting. :) three cheers to the new policies?
// hilda left the world behind.. // 23:20
Saturday, August 21, 2004
the rest of the week went by pretty alright. :) thanks to all those who care. thanks also to ivan who helped me beat blogger's engineers and to wenjie for well, everything. i really appreciate you bunch of people. :) i'm in serious need of sleep though. hope xinhui and david landed safely. off to bed now!
// hilda left the world behind.. // 22:12
Wednesday, August 18, 2004
i met him for the last time today. probably the last time i'll see him in a year, or even two for that matter.
the feeling i had one year ago is coming back. i don't know. in a way, i'm disappointed. but then again, it's just his nature. the few of them are right. i'm actually pretty lucky. at least it happened, even after a year had passed.
coz yea, i can't remember any other time since last august when i felt the same way i have the past 2 months. part of me really wants to hold on to this feeling but now that i
have to let go of this entire thing, i guess, i have more to be happy than to complain about.
for now, no silly sappy love songs for me.
// hilda left the world behind.. // 17:09
Monday, August 16, 2004
happy birthday darling lynette!!
// hilda left the world behind.. // 22:33
Saturday, August 14, 2004
wow it's about 12.20am and i just got home! [of course i switched the date of blogger just to correct the entry.] let's see.. econs was kinda screwed la.. i'll pretend that i didn't know i had to do 3 qns 'coz i only did 2.. haha. but i was really kinda tired the entire day coz though the week's been a short one, it seemed pretty long. i had a good time talking and laughing with peiying and alene - i really missed them man. i mean, i haven't laughed this loudly for quite a while. hahaha. it's hilarious being around them. they were nice enough to follow me to City Hall while i shopped around for stuff [or maybe they just wanted to kill time] and we came up with this brilliant plan to ask shaun's dad for permission to celebrate his birthday + making sure he didn't know about it!
i think i'm damn good at distracting people - i spoke to shaun to distract him while peig spoke to his dad and when i wanted to put down.. shaun kept asking me questions and refused to hang up! err..okay..alene.. err.. credit goes to her for being the coordinator.. -_- oh and lunch at marche was alright. kat baked a chocolate cake with cream and all that which was really good! 3 cheers for kat! i was kinda out for a while coz i was really tired but after lunch they were nice enough to help me look around town for certain items and i was really quite touched by their initiative! i think the guys had fun checking out stuff in the novelty shops too la.. so..yea. haha. us girls just waited outside 'coz we were all in our school uni but yes, all that walking paid off! i got all the stuff i planned on getting today! :)
went to collect my jeans with alene and she stayed with me to walk around bishan for a while. thanks girl! haha. met jiawen and xiuli after that and we got stuff + a cake for minkok 'coz it's his birthday! wow. august is scary. i've got about 8 friends all born in the same month! esther and wenjie came later and we had pizza at weixin's place. i think jiawen and i were both shagged and i spent a lot of time fooling around with the foot reflexology machine while listening to them talk. we talked alot more in the later part of the evening and when it was past 11, we were all kinda reluctant to leave. haha. it's a great way to end the week really though effectively, i'm BROKE. no money. zero. zilch. ah well. that's fine 'coz i'll probably stay home the whole of tomorrow. it's about 12.50am now. time to shower!
oh my gosh. i think xinhui flew back to the US already. xin! i'm so sorry! leave me a message when you next come online or sthg yea!
// hilda left the world behind.. // 23:59
Wednesday, August 11, 2004
dammit. if lyn's right.. i should've gone for social night!! ahhh!!! :(
// hilda left the world behind.. // 22:25
Tuesday, August 10, 2004
tons of events have taken place this year but i haven't got time to upload pictures and all that into my own gallery. thank goodness for people like kat and shiqin and the other house reps who've been uploading images into the house rep gallery. click
here to go!
// hilda left the world behind.. // 14:22
what an awfully sinful weekend. sinful 'coz of all the junk i ate plus the fact that i didn't study at all. oh my gosh i'm so dead. there's econs mock this weekend but everytime i pick up my notes i start to feel sleepy! i had a pretty good run yesterday at MacRitchie and we did the guys' route - woohoo! but he's right, it'll take more than that to burn off whatever i ate during the weekend. that's why i went to swim this morning. hahahaha. but well, i got home yesterday and slept for 2 hours. i think i might do the same today.. i'm starting to feel sleepy again! bahhh.. lynette asked if i wanted to go for Social Night on wednesday but i feel so guilty considering i haven't done anything productive in terms of work..so yea. i'll pass.. last thing to note. everyone says the brownie's good including him! okay but i haven't heard from mervyn though. ah well. see u all in school.
// hilda left the world behind.. // 11:43
Sunday, August 08, 2004
aye i sorta just got back from huiling's place yesterday. woohoo. let's see..
played badminton with a few of the house reps on saturday but i put back whatever i lost in the evening! the 4/1 girls went over to huiling's place to celebrate her birthday and we baked brownies and made jelly which we consumed at err..12 midnight? it was pretty fun la. haha. well i was kinda tired so i fell asleep pretty early, like 1+ nearly 2. too bad jiawen didn't come man, coz this time around the brownie was successful and it's really so yummy! i kept some for mervyn later, coz it's his birthday today! yep. waiting for kat's call so i can go meet them and we'll go to mervyn's place together. that's about it for now.
// hilda left the world behind.. // 11:59
Monday, August 02, 2004
hello char. :) it's nice to know that some people bother to drop by though they don't know me. thanks!
// hilda left the world behind.. // 23:12
hmm..who's char by the way?
// hilda left the world behind.. // 21:48
my mum told me a while ago about the wife of this doctor who works at her clinic, the doctor who gave me the hep A & B jab. his wife's got cancer and it's so sad 'coz they've got brilliant kids in JC and secondary school but he told my mum and her colleagues this afternoon that she doesn't want to hang on anymore. she wants him to take her off the machine and let nature take its course.. according to my mum, he loves her alot and i'm just wondering how he'll bring himself to fulfil that request.. i mean.. seeing her go thru' all that pain, knowing there's nothing he can do about it (he's a paediatrician) but at the same time, not wanting to let go of someone he holds so dear.. shit.. that must be so painful... i bet my mum teared when she heard the news. suddenly all of my problems seem so trivial.
// hilda left the world behind.. // 17:07
Sunday, August 01, 2004
retail therapy. it works. okay correction. it worked, for a while. dammit. this is so hard. i really hate this feeling... lynette, i can't seem to think about anything else. can you believe this? damn. i wanna shoot myself.
// hilda left the world behind.. // 21:48