Her Rants
Saturday, January 31, 2004
2003 was a great year for me, i really hope 2004 would be too. january has seen so many problems and complications already.. but when i think about it, there are a few things i'm thankful for... people like lynette, hasan, ron and francine, i'm so glad i have them, not only does it make life in 03S10 bearable, they're people i can confide in, crap with..etc.. esp. lyn, thank you! i'm glad i'm still in touch with my old friends too, be it jolin or the 4/1 girls.. and i know a few of them will always be around if i need anyone. =)
then to the lignum 6th: remember when we first started out? it was kinda weird coz we all weren't that close, and everyone stuck with their own group of friends outside house.. but i'm really really glad that things have become better since teachers' day last year. especially us girls.. =) haha, i used to think our house was really quiet and all, but now.. you have no idea how happy i am to have all of you.
going out later with the 4/1 people..don't know if i'll stay for the chingay though. supposed to meet kelly and haogen them at wala wala. will see!
// hilda left the world behind.. // 14:19
Friday, January 30, 2004
i feel so silly right now. alan asked if i wanted to go to hcjc's 'Huang Chen' performance and i thought he was like, selling tickets or something? so i kept asking him about the details, like the dates, time, prices... i figured if i'm to ask the house reps to go, i'll need those right? i told him that and only then did he say that he actually meant if i would like to go watch it with him. just a few shout outs.
yujie: thanks for the compliment. =) we've yet to decide what to sing though.. think we're meeting up with haogen and yy this weekend to practice!
alene: i'm really so touched! i received your msg! *melts* yes girl..i'll let you know if we need help okay? i really really appreciate this.. =)
eileen: i hope you'll get your wallet back soon okay? and err... you still suck for playing that prank on me! haha.
jialing: so sorry i can't go out with you this weekend..next time okay?
lyn: i haven't gone out with you for ages.. really hope we'll manage to next week okay? =)
hasan: hey fellow slacker! shit. this isn't good.. we gotta start mugging soon.. is that okay future fellow mugger?
// hilda left the world behind.. // 23:55
Thursday, January 29, 2004
i'm so thankful to have jimmy boy for my math teacher. he's really so patient and nice! ended school at 1.20pm today and was (still) trying out songs with shaun in the house room. yu jie dropped by and he did this pretty funky rendition of "Beautiful World". haha. it has a twang to it! had integration make up (i hateeee that topic!) with james lim, hasan and ron after school. was heading back down to the house room when i saw cheryl! haha. i met her yesterday for the first time on the bus and we went to school together. i'm really glad she went to hc and not rj. she came to nj today to eat (a lot of hc people do that, i've realised) and we talked a bit. sang with shaun a bit more; talked to lin, yq, daryl, agnes and alene after that. i kinda miss those 2 girls. i mean, it's been a long time since i've talked and crapped with them already. =) saw jialing too! she wasn't too happy about stuff but i hope she felt better after seeing me.
then we all went down to KAP for yuen sean's birthday party at the macdonald's party room! that was where my birthday party was held last year too! =) it was a blast really! we had this capt & vcapt meeting while everyone else was preparing for it and when he finally walked into the room, we screamed "SURPRISE!". =) then he and eileen did this dare (muahahahhaha). too bad we didn't get a picture of it! i really enjoyed myself with the house reps tonight. took a vice capts photo (yea man, we rock like, totally? haha.) but huimin wasn't around. long day tomorrow..
sigh. gotta be in school tmr at 7? and i'm catching a cold. been sneezing like..god knows how many times in school today. my throat's not too well too, argh... audition's on tuesday! bleah. think i might get a blue slip tomorrow. ciao.
// hilda left the world behind.. // 23:59
Tuesday, January 27, 2004
whee! had great dinner with jialing today. thank you so much! *muacks*
started off arriving in school half-dead. even wanted to skip assembly just to sleep. *zzz* was grouchy and irritated the earlier part of the day because of that. had mass pe after that. 5 classes in all? including hasan's OG. nothing else interesting happened after that until after school.
waited in the house room for jialing. was trying to do abit of work (note:trying) until gabriel and yanyun came in and said that shaun had submitted the talentime form already. was trying to seek help from yanyun about all that harmonising and song-picking..haha. really gotta thank her. =)
had fun crapping with jialing and listening to her tell her silly lame jokes! oh, not forgetting updating me about her life. dinner at Dan Ryan's was great! a lot of it was on jialing though (felt so bad but, oh well..). but it was quite fattening! a whole plateful of calamari..huge plate of fish and chips..the bread and muffins. the only healthy thing was the plate of salad that she ordered? haha. thank you soooo much. =)
lyn: i hope you get well soon okay? you've been falling ill a lot lately.. do take care! *hug*
// hilda left the world behind.. // 23:13
this is such a weird time to blog. it's almost 12midnight on a monday night. i'm super tired. if it's not because my IE screwed up and i couldn't access blogger the past 2 days, i'd be snorin in my bed already.
sat: wanted to wake up to run in the morning but it was raining so i slept in. i didn't even have to switch on the fan! bumped around at home for a bit (was supposed to do work, but well...) before leaving for jiawen's place to meet up with the 4/1 gang. not many of us went, but it was enough people to make me happy. it was good seeing all of them after so long. =) the steamboat dinner was a nice change from all that unhealthy food i've been eating and we gambled after that. was supposed to go chinablack with jess at night but we didn't in the end, and i'm glad we didn't too.
sun: met nic and huili to watch The Last Samurai. it's such a sad show!! *tears* go watch it okay? it was quite nice being out with both of them. after that huili and i did a bit of work at borders, the cafe. oh! haogen! they have this ice cream called chunky monkey! we wanted to try it out but they didn't have it that day. what a pity. haha. =) took the train all the way to the western side of singapore with huili and it was quite nice talkin to her. had dinner at my aunt's place and denzyl brought his girlfriend along! whee! haha. didn't do much there though, played 2 rounds of mahjong before passing it back to my dad..
monday: school sucks. honestly. it's been raining for almost 4 consecutive days. it's perfect weather to sleep. thank god for a long weekend this week too.
// hilda left the world behind.. // 00:02
Saturday, January 24, 2004
just finished showering! hmm. visited my great grandma today, she's still alive and she's pretty healthy considerin she's 94 years old? but she's got all the normal old-person illnesses..poor dear. i hope i die early next time. spare me the agony of going thru' all that kinda pain. haha.
handi: yea boy. i do talk to my cousins more each time i see them, but that's a good thing right? haha. i mean..you're sooo close to agnes and angelina them! guess what, we (the Y-gen: my cousins, sister and myself) came up with this idea to have a chalet at the end of the year to really try and bond.. the adults were thrilled to hear it. haha. you take care over there, and tho' you don't celebrate it there(do you?).. HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! (oh yea, good luck with your girl!)
michelle: hello! :) you're not the first to not know that i have a guestbook. haha. how come sooo many people don't know i have a guestbook? :( anyway, i hope you're getting loads of $$, remember to drink lots of water too man, all that CNY food is sooo heaty. see you soon!
lost a bit of money today, but we didn't play big money, so i didn't lose all that much. i think i'll go run before going over to jiawen's place for steamboat tmr..i feel so fat eatin all that rubbish lately..*wails* see you all soon!
// hilda left the world behind.. // 00:20
Thursday, January 22, 2004
I sure hope everyone's having a blast this CNY! today wasn't as boring as other years, i guess coz i actually TALKED to my cousins. i've never talked to jason this much before..found out quite alotta stuff even though he's years older than i am. talked to denzyl a bit too! haha. i just realised he's in hcjc soccer. damn. i wish i was there durin the njc-hcjc soccer match to watch him get trashed. =X haha. okay. shall not be mean. =) poor thing, he said he felt used because of me, sorry man! heh. oh yes. he can sing!
hmm. supposed to go watch the last samurai with some of the alene and peig them but they called it off in the end. oh well, shall end here now.
// hilda left the world behind.. // 21:59
wow. i just got off the phone with hasan not too long ago. oh my gosh. think we talked for 3 hours? !!! thanks hasan. it was good talkin to you. =) i think this is the first time in months that i've been on the phone for so long! sure hope your ears don't hurt from all my ranting. haha. ciao.
// hilda left the world behind.. // 03:59
Wednesday, January 21, 2004
talked to lyn not long ago. i'm so glad i have her! and jazlin, my fav. kid from the childcare centre called too. just got off the phone with her.. oh well. i'm feelin much better now, thanks lynette, really. =) have a great time time in ipoh yea? but do take care of your throat! love you!
// hilda left the world behind.. // 23:45
should i have a tagboard? it's quite silly to have both a tagboard and a guestbook right? alright.. i think i'll pass.
chinese new year celebrations today! concert comm - we rock man! the concert was glitch-free! no errors, hold-ups, etc. woohoo! we panicked a bit when jeremy woke up late but well, besides that, it went pretty smoothly! i only wish i could've been with lyn and jess them, oh well. the lights in the hall were pretty and i hope the j2s and IP kids enjoyed it. like lydia said, i think we gotta thank a lot of people. the councillors, especially lydia tay..the different CCA groups and the PA.. the emcees and jeremy.. who else? *thinks* can't remember already..
the activities didn't go as well as planned i think. quite disappointed in some of the people who were supposed to be the I/Cs for certain activities. thank goodness some of the 6th were down there to do touch-ups. treated eileen and daryl to drinks, so i think next time round i'll treat agnes and alene too. haha. happy? i saw my OG (S21)'s couplet design, it's quite pretty and it's not overdone like some others that i saw. great job people, though you guys aren't in Lignum. =) poor eeli lost her bag. yes. her
entire bag. poor dear..
cleaned up the house room after that and had lunch at coro. didn't go shoppin with my sister 'coz she said all the shops at bugis were closed (!! sad..). oh well. it's chinese new year and there're alotta issues i think we ought to clear up. and it doesn't help that certain stories aren't true at all. so to
all those who have been sproutin' rubbish: get your facts right. if there's one thing i don't like, it's being maligned. and can someone enlighten me? why is it that some people like to complicate matters by adding their own rubbish ideas when the issue can actually be resolved so easily? if you can't help, save the problem from getting worse and just shuttup.
// hilda left the world behind.. // 19:55
just managed to access michelle's blog after ages? haha. i guess a lot of people have started password-protecting their blogs. but anyway, to michelle: about the honey water, you're most welcome! and don't worry abt your studies, i guess it's the same for all of us ogls. try to catch up durin the long weekend okay? happy chinese new year!
// hilda left the world behind.. // 01:15
lynette! =) don't worry, the message in my guestbook's really cute. haha. i feel so loved! thank you so much! i hope the barley water wasn't tasteless or anything yea? too much sugar's not good. haha.
let's see. just came out of the shower after getting home from dinner with some of the house reps! wow. we were in school until 9+pm? think we only reached serene centre around 10. today's events were quite alot to handle.. i mean. really. all that last minute preps for CNY etc. and i'm so worried about what the lignum year 1s have prepared for the CNY activities! *sigh* this is our last major event together as the 6th house reps, yet, there're still quite a number of problems..some of which are really quite silly to begin with..oh well.. *sigh*
oh man. shaun asked if i wanted to sing a duet with him for talentime! i feel so honoured! but at the same time.. i don't know.. i mean, i'm afraid i'll disappoint him and all. argh.. *thinks thinks thinksss..*
// hilda left the world behind.. // 00:50
Saturday, January 17, 2004
inna: hey babe! i only just read the book that you gave me. *sigh* yes. so busy and tired i only had time to read it now. so sorry! but reading it sure brought back lots of good memories.. i remember how you always asked people if they wanted to share dessert after lunch, how we always sat in the canteen and laughed at lame jokes.. and really, they were lame. =) don't worry, it's such a pretty book i can't bear to let it rot on my table! alright. shall end here now. got school tmrrrr...! help! smart girl..gimme half your brain!! *begs you for it* and yesss.. you ARE smart okay? you take care yea? will see you soon!
// hilda left the world behind.. // 00:26
Friday, January 16, 2004
lyn: hello my dear girl! i think i'm fallin sick too actually.. i'm beginnin to get a sorethroat too. *sigh* i missed you when you weren't in school today! i'd have gone to visit you and pass you your stuff but i had house stuff to settle.. hope you're feeling better already yea? smile!
lessons were boring as usual. i'm so lost i've given up on paying attention during lectures. was listenin to my discman during math lecture. haha. saw jialing in school today though. thanks for the pretty rose! =)
met my og for dinner!! wow. i must say i'm really proud of them.. i mean. when we left them.. i was so scared they'd end up like 03S10.. but from the looks of it.. they're gettin along just fine! they're talkative and rubbish, and sporting. haha. quanda ended up in the pool first 'coz the girls wanted to push him in. after that weiliang, this new guy ,johanness (hope i spelt it correctly..bleah. ) and jeffrey ended up in the water too. i was really very happy, i mean. only one guy from the class didn't turn up! =D
had pizza for dinner and all that, and later on, eeli and shuxuan got pushed into the water too. haha. and i'm glad they brought cameras 'coz it's the kinda thing they'll remember at the end of their 2 years in NJC. yiyun brought along pictures that they took during orientation and mann.. they all looked so happy. i wish i was j1 again. we made felicity and weiliang give farewell speeches and all, and after that..we sang "At The Beginning" and it was so retarded, coz both quanda and i were so close to tearing.. i hate farewells.
but at the same time. i'm really so proud of the class. i hope they'll remain this way.. they've got so much to go through together. bleah. school tmr! *wails*
// hilda left the world behind.. // 23:17
Thursday, January 15, 2004
came to school early this morning to run with peiying but as usual, she was late! haha. but i managed to clear 6 rounds! whee! had PE and we did another 6 runs, this time, circuits. *phew* classes were boring..i mean.. man. i don't understand a thing.. and ronald, hasan and i were like, "hey, did you do the qns? do you understand?" And the other person would be like "noooo!! *shakes head vigorously*" that sorta thing? haha. ogls. we're all so screwed.
caught School of Rock with ron, gin, serhwee and mer! it's rockin! haha. we got ron and grace's birthday presents too! sure hope they liked it. =) to the both of you, Happy 18th Birthday again! Bring on the booze and cigarettes? met up with inna for dinner! it was like, the 03S10 first 3 months clique, minus alfred of course. *sigh* we sat at marche for a bit and ate and talked.. i guess we all felt a sense of nostalgia. looking at the year 1s now reminds us of the times we had together.. how it was always ron+alfred with us girls.. how we always used to shout "eh, wear your clothes!" into someone's phone when he's havin a proper conversation with someone else.. how we were preparing for ron and grace's 17th birthday at macdonalds.. *sigh* those were the days. i miss my first 3 months..
met hasan and his og after that. wow. i can't believe the rubbish i heard from them man.. hahaha. how scandalous. got home around 11.30pm though. guess i won't be doing work again tonight. tired already..phew..
2 of my og people are leaving for australia! and guess what. we're having a farewell dinner for them tmr..*sob* i mean.. we're still only in January and we're having a farewell dinner?!?! *sigh* i wish them all the best there though..
// hilda left the world behind.. // 23:55
Wednesday, January 14, 2004
dead tiredddd! had CNY concert rehearsal from 3.30pm to 7.30pm? wanna thank all the people who helped out! namely, the council la. haha. the chemistry test was horrible.. i think i'd be lucky if i hit two digits? and i've got so many datelines to meet. help me! *drowning*
ron's birthday is tmr but the soccer people stripped him that day, and swee lee got it on camera, so i actually saw ron in his undies! muahahhaa! it's so funny!
talked to lynette quite a bit today, i mean, it's been days since orientation ended but because of our time table i haven't really had time to talk to her until today! quite glad she filled me in on the stuff that happened..haha.
to the lignum 6th: i'm glad we managed to work this thing out.. :) really..
// hilda left the world behind.. // 20:37
Tuesday, January 13, 2004
it's only tues and i'm so drained already. i don't know what the hell's going on in lectures and tutorials, and there's a million and one things that i have to do. chemistry test tmr and i'm still down with 2 chapters? i could hardly stay awake during lessons after lunch..so sleepy. im so so so tired right now but i still gotta read up my chemistry notes. argh..
at least gp was a joy. marianne tan is sooo funny. yea boy. come to think of it, i've always liked gp lessons. the teachers always give us things to think about. but marianne tan is different from ms. wan..she's funny and interesting. haha.
finally got the package that i've been waiting for. i kinda already knew what to expect, but when i opened it, i couldn't help but laugh. :) thank you!
really hope this week will pass quickly. i need my sleep.
// hilda left the world behind.. // 22:05
Monday, January 12, 2004
let's see.
first day of lessons for us. it's SHIT! i wish i had orientation again man. sigh. i'm so lost. don't know nuts about what the teacher's talkin about. and i've got tons of notes to copy + read? argh!!!
kat baked shortcake for us! whee! girl..honestly, you're the best baker i've met yet! i love your cookies!
waiting to receive the thing that david sent.
wanna thank nic for what he told me tonight. i'm glad i'm appreciated!
shit. peiying's birthday tmr, ron's birthday on the 15th! hmm...
going out with lyn and gin on thursday to catch mona lisa smile!
hope whatever crisis the 6 of us are facing..will be over soon okay? after all, we're not 36 but 1, remember?
// hilda left the world behind.. // 22:42
Saturday, January 10, 2004
my email's screwing up again! sigh.
just thought about this.. suddenly felt quite sad that orientation's over and all. the year 1s have so much ahead of them and they're gonna face so much shit through out the course of their first year.. i wish i could do more to help them prepare for it, especially people like eeli. i think there's more to her than meets the eye. i really hope things will go smoothly for them, that their j1 year will be a good one for them, as it was for me. *sigh*
shit. i don't know if he was plain flirtin with me, or if he said those because he was tired and wasn't thinking straight, but still, he made my day. =) alright, shall go sleep now. oh, and i think my pink hair's cool! zzz.
// hilda left the world behind.. // 17:06
felt so silly today. was cleanin the house room and was gonna dump the trash when i tripped over the edge of the house room floor and fell? ouchh.. now i'm gonna get 2 more bruises, on top of the one i got during war games. argh. lack of sleep, yes, lack of sleep!
woke up late and melvyck didn't even come to school today so it was a mad rush for me. thank goodness russell and shaun helped me out. went to coro to get the lamination done and had breakfast there with them. i wanted to dance the mass dance for the last time (!!) but i had to finish cuttin the pieces out and put the strings thru' them! =( we managed to finish it just in time! (11.30am) special thanks to shaun, russell and qixian (for helpin me to entertain my OG for a while!).
talked to lynette a bit today! so happy! i haven't really talked to her for sooo long! and i saw jialing too! she's so nice..she brought us cookies! =) left school around 3pm? some of them went to rush their homework together but i think i'll go take a nap first.. so shagged after orientation. it's over now.. i'll definitely miss dancing the mass dance, skipping classes, sleepin on the hall floor during OC and CC rehearsals, huddling + cheering with the ogls..
shall end here now. shagged. oh by the way. i've got pink hair now! :) the drama booth had extra pink hairspray! hee hee!
// hilda left the world behind.. // 16:15
Olympia has ended. orientation that is. let's see. we were supposed to reach harbourfront berth at 7 sharp but i was late..and i met russell on the train? haha. and went we walked out..we saw agnes,peiying, alene and kelly? =) we ran all the way there man! gosh. we were all so sick and sleepy. went to my station not longer after, the spice gardens. thank goodness huili's station was just next to mine so we actually spent the whole time with each other, talking and all.
there was this stewpid middle age man who has a stall in the middle of the spice gardens but he wouldn't let me in 'coz he says the crowd of kids will "disrupt his business". blardy piece of shit. the sentosa management already knew about the event but he was still insisted that we stay outside. and hellooo! he actually wanted me to sit on a bench BESIDE the garden, which happened to be along the route to huili's station. but we didn't give a damn. we sat at the steps leading up to the garden anyway. he can lose his customers for all i care, not that many tourists actually stopped to think about entering the garden anyway. and it was sooo annoying. whenever a class came, he'd stand at the top of the stairs and stare, as if trying to find evidence that the kids are really scaring away his customers. $@(%!
i had a pretty good talk to huili i guess.. haven't had talks like that with someone for a really long time. =) it was more real talk than gossip, which was good! only 8 classes went past both our stations and she was tryin to push nic foo into the water..and she fell in herself! haha. it was quite a sight.
went back to school but we didn't manage to finish the souvenirs for my OG in time. but they gave us each a card, and i was really touched when i talked to the girls privately and they had so many qns about CCAs and school life to ask! =) and i was touched too when they hugged me! aww.. they may not be THAT happening, but they're still nice.
oh and did i mention? house session on wednesday was great. eileen: thanks man, you did a great job teaching them cheers and mc-ing the games. really. =) i wish i could've done more man. oh well. but yes! the lignum classes this year look not bad la. a few cute people! haha. and the IP class is sooo cute! i love the IP classes! i regret teasing agnes when i found out she was an IP OGL, coz they're really so cool!
had dinner with half my OG at KAP and mann!! i've never seen it sooo packed before! upstairs..downstairs.. corners..all of them occupied by NJCians. and the queues went on forever! and the noise level..we were cheering and laughin like it was our home..of course, we got screwed by the management and a few OGs actually got chased out. hahah. we stayed till like.. 11? and shaun and i had to share a cab in the end coz we both got off at McRitchie to take a bus. (turned out the last bus left.)
wanna thank people like lyn, huiling, jiawen, nic and mich etc for the concern they've shown throughout the week. =) will see you all soon.. wanna sleep now. damn shagged!
// hilda left the world behind.. // 02:11
Wednesday, January 07, 2004
i actually had alotta fun today though i lost my voice. man.. my voice is even sexier than peiying's one now. haha. we set up the bbq pits for them and quanda followed them to giant to get food. not bad.. they bought just the right amount. went coro to look for paper and ribbons and saw eileen, zhao, thiamhao and yujie. joined them for a bit before heading back to school and workin on the design. got a leeetle bit of help from yujie. thanks man!
so glad lynette volunteered to help me with the souvenirs! she's such a dear! nic foo was so sweet too, he actually bought honey water for the corinthians! but my throat's still really bad.. i've got a sore throat like.. 4-5 times last year already? i'm really afraid i'll damage it permanently.. sigh. didn't eat much during the bbq, but that's fine, coz shiqin had free cartons of chocolate milk and milk is really filling. i had great fun during the mass dance and the dance party! jess lim and lai came down, lynette too! my party friends! :) so glad to have them!
it was quite silly at first. all the year 1s were sooo shy and it became a stunt show (year one break dancers, isaac and shawn) and then the year 1s went round the entire parade square in choo choo trains. but later on it was more like a dance party.. and when the dj stopped the music, people were actually shouting for more. hope we have it on friday after closing!! =) i'm glad my og had fun today.. but still..i wish things could be better..
// hilda left the world behind.. // 23:16
my screwed up parents aside. orientation. my OG did some of the station games today. played the kabadi game today and it was scary..people were piling on top of one another and so many of them looked suffocated..huili was kinda traumatised i think..she teared.. argh. the only fun game that i played was the soapy bench one, i think those who played it enjoyed it too. too bad we didn't have time for the other dirty games. war games. basket. i was really unhappy with how it turned out. blardy zr was so blardy rough, can't believe i'll be in the same gp class as him. just my luck. and some tchs freak was obviously planting personal attacks on me, throwing bombs right into my face. basket. this other guy too, too bad he wasn't wearing his school shirt so i can't recognise him.
this year's j1s are enthusiastic no doubt, but they've got absolutely no integrity and sportsmanship. talk about getting carried away in a game. today was too much i'd say. pulling girls' shorts to check for socks; 5 guys tackling a girl to the floor, that's ridiculous. and i swear if i wasn't defending our base i'd take my shoes off and throw it at the 2 guys throwing bombs at my face.
personal attacks! i had to scream to the other clans attackin us that it was merely a game. and the girls. what the hell's wrong with them? they were trying to rip each other's arms off. this poor corinth girl's hand was all red after another girl finally decided to let her go after i told her off. and talk about integrity. some of them had their socks pulled out but snatched it back and stuffed it back in again. i mean.. #@$#!
corinth's not guilt-free either. told my og off also.. but after that we went for OG dinner..which was quite okay. played the number game and we had a lot of fun looking at people embarrass themselves. shall go sleep now. tired. my throat's hurting like crazy now.. arghh.. it's the worst it's been in the past 3 days..
// hilda left the world behind.. // 00:15
what the hell's their freaking problem? i wish they'd really just shut the fuck up. i can't get peace even though i'm dead tired already. all that OGL thingy is so draining and all they do is bloody chase me for the money that i owed her for seniors' farewell and the weather is so freaking hot, yet he takes the air-con remote control away.
somebody kill me. my voice is gone and they keep nagging and irritating me i wish i could just shut them out of my life. gimme a break! i'm sick and i don't need
more people getting on my nerves! and do people call me for trivial matters at this time of the year? i'm busy and i'm really not in the mood for that right now! so just
leave me alone!
// hilda left the world behind.. // 00:01
Tuesday, January 06, 2004
being an OGL is no joke. it's a mental and physical challenge man.. on top of that, i've got house matters.. argh..left serene centre at 10.30 pm? reached home around 11.30 pm? and my goddd.. i dunno why my parents won't leave me alone, i'm cranky enough as it is and they have to keep breathing down my neck. i wish they'd just keep quiet and leave me alone for a while.
my og's well..i'd like to think it's not happening only because they haven't warmed up yet. the dirty games were stopped coz of the weather and that sucked, i mean, as melvyck said.. it'll be so much better if they were all wet and dirty. but i'm really glad to have him and quanda around. i can't imagine facing the class alone.
got to reach school at 645 tmr for pub stunt rehearsal..argh..
i just want my sleep. gotta go finish up my script for house session now, don't know if i'll complete it though..i'm hell tired.. zzz..
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Sunday, January 04, 2004
woke up around 11+am this morning. still quite tired though.
went online for a while and was pleasantly surprised to see a friend online, someone who never fails to amaze me with his thoughts and behavior. hmmm...
NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS:
1. Change my work attitude, esp. towards school work.. I've got to get that sec 4 momentum back
2. Be nicer to the people i care about (family, friends, etc.)
3. Be less violent towards my friends (esp. to peiying and the guys..sorry to all those i've pinched and hit!)
4. Be more lady-lady (gentle..demure.. okay don't puke. i'm serious!)
5. Be true to myself, stop putting up a front so much
6. Stick to a healthy diet (yes..peiying.. shall we adopt this together?)
7. Start opening my heart again. as nic says, i should stop being so cynical.
that's all for now i guess, but like what that friend of mine said.. resolutions are made all the time.. not just for the new year.. yep. shall start doing work now..
// hilda left the world behind.. // 13:55
Saturday, January 03, 2004
agnes's birthday today! we had one hell of a time bluffing her..that poor girl! she bought our stories and believed that ui aik and daryl left halfway coz they were mad that she wasn't going to treat them to lunch, when in fact, they went to get the cake! she was so touched she cried.. aww..happy 18th birthday girl! =) orientation/mass dance rehearsal was okay i guess, russell didn't come tho, so i partnered shaun for awhile. saw ron later after that and it was quite funny remembering how i partnered him last year and he didn't catch me when he was SUPPOSED to. (yea, i fell in the end.)
had 2 cup noodles in school, pastamania for lunch (ag's birthday) and went to kelly's place after that! it was quite fun really! her brother christopher is soooo adorable! i mean, he'll grow up to be really good looking next time! and his pool is like..wow. and he's only..10?!? =) and she has this new dog, Pie! this black-dunno-what-breed, sooooooo sweet! and i think shaun has a soft spot for her - he patted her all the way to sleep! (aww..) i tried to learn how to play a bit of the guitar from squid (didn't work tho) so in the end he played songs from the internet while we sang.. it was quite nice really! have to go run tmr..ate a LOT today..had dinner at kelly's place too.. arghh..fat..dammit. have to control my diet..
// hilda left the world behind.. // 23:59
Friday, January 02, 2004
oh yea..forgot to mention.. i saw the video that we took at sentosa.. my GOD..it's quite good la, but it makes me look so bimbotic.. arghh.. haha, but everyone had a good laugh. =) and it was the first time i talked to michelle chiang for so long today, usually it's just hi's and bye's. she's really quite nice! oh, and if you're reading this, i'll show you the guy i was talking about, both lyn and i think he's not bad. haha. cheers!
// hilda left the world behind.. // 22:26
first day of orientation! i'm quite tired right now.. let's see..
SP spoiled my day by staring at me early in the morning when i was talkin to a few of the house reps..i mean..GIMME A BREAK! it's the first day of school! goodness! argh! anyway, was on the lookout for goodlooking people.. saw a few all right looking ones i guess..but still..not FABULOUS.. my first day OG was huge.. 33 people! quanda and i had to bring them around ourselves coz melvyck had stuff to do. it was quite okay i guess, i mean, they were obedient.. haha. lyn joined us during cheering! i missed that girl! mass dance was a little screwed..russell and i were sooo lost! but the cheering part was okay, and chnl 8 and chnl i came down to shoot us too! :) gotta go back tmr for mass dance remedial + do up props + rehearsals.. phew..and i only just got home? haha. oh yea, thanks ron for the chocs!
// hilda left the world behind.. // 22:23
Thursday, January 01, 2004
oh my..... i'm gonna start school in less than 12 hours?!?! i can't believe the holiday's so short.. argh.. i am sooo gonna die... i haven't done my work at all! and i'm not gonna do it tonight..too tired.. shall sleep soon. maybe i'll rush it during the weekend.. anyway, don't think i'll blog for a while, i mean, school's gonna be so busy and all, there'll be entries occasionally i guess, when i can find the time. *wave*
// hilda left the world behind.. // 22:12
oh ronald's back from nyc! =) can't wait to hear his stories. oh..did i mention we're in the same GP class again? we both dropped from A02 to A07..oh well. anyway, i just read hasan's blog..yea.. it's quite funny how we were late together during orientation in 2003, and i kinda noticed him already coz he's sooo pretty! yea..PW was quite shit with both him and ron around, but hey, i've grown to love them thru' out the year. was pretty touched by hasan's blog entry.. haha. oh well, they're both great people, all the best for 2004!
// hilda left the world behind.. // 14:16
happy 2004 to all of you out there! =) met xinhui and esther yesterday to catch love actually, it's a sweet movie really.. had dinner from 7.30pm all the way until 9.30pm at seoul garden! mann.. xinhui's still so idiotic+spastic+lame+funny+rubbish! i'm glad some things haven't changed, haha. dinner was soooo filling. went to town after that to claim our tickets for LOTR - it's so good! it's more humorous than the other 2, except that i wished there was a toilet break - my bladder was pretty full. before the show we walked around town a bit, wow, it was sooo packed, and we were looking out for goodlooking people but sadly, we found NONE! *wails* wanted to have coffee at starbucks but the counter was no longer accepting orders! bleah. but i saw jonathan though! he still looks quite good la, it's been months since i last saw him. after the show we took the night bus all the way to chuachukang and by the time we reached her place it was nearly 5am! we crapped+took pictures+did stewpid stuff until 7am+ i think..then we fell asleep. haha. think we'll probably meet her for dinner tonight, she's leaving tmr. it's not a bad start to 2004, i sure hope the rest of the year will go smoothly too.. now.. gotta pack my room!
// hilda left the world behind.. // 13:44
